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APMAs 2015 :iconspnlvr17:SPNLvr17 1 1 Juliet Simms :iconspnlvr17:SPNLvr17 0 0 Andley :iconspnlvr17:SPNLvr17 0 0 Andy Biersack and Juliet Simms :iconspnlvr17:SPNLvr17 0 0 Ashley Purdy and Nikki Benz :iconspnlvr17:SPNLvr17 3 0
My Great Escape Ch 1
*Trigger Warning*
Read at your own risk
Aidan's P.O.V.
*Beep* *Beep* *Bee-*
It's the first day of school and why the fuck would I go to that hell hole. 'It's not like anyone is gonna befriend anyway but, I have to. So I can get an educated.' I thought. *sigh* As I started to get out of bed, I heard my parents yelling downstairs. They always fought. Since I was sixteen, something clicked. My parents started to drink and abused me. Emotionally and sometimes physically.
When I got ready for school, I went to the bathroom and locked the door. I took a quick shower. When I was done, I dried myself off and put my day clothes on. After that, I opened my mirror cabinet and took my razor from behind my make-up supplies. Then I started to put a few cuts on my arms.
'This one's for being ugly'
'This one's for being fat'
'This one's for being stupid'
'And this one's for being a freak'
After that, I cleaned myself up and the razor. I put the razor back where I found it, then grabbed my sweater. As
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My Great Escape Preface
Aidan Gray is a 19 year old girl and high school. Her parents give her a living hell and she gets beat up every single day by her bullies. Will her idol be her great escape from this hell before it's too late?
Aidan's P.O.V
'Why does my life have to be a living hell every single fucking day?' I thought and sighed. I just hate this hell hole that I live in cause of my parents. Damn it! Why?! They just don't give a fuck about me or my life, that's why.
'I just want to be from this place so I can start over.' I thought as I went to bed early cause my first day of school starts tomorrow.
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My Great Escape Cover :iconspnlvr17:SPNLvr17 0 0 Andy Biersack :iconspnlvr17:SPNLvr17 0 0 Lashton 2015 :iconspnlvr17:SPNLvr17 3 0 My 1st Abaddon hairstyle attempt :iconspnlvr17:SPNLvr17 1 0 Roleplaying as Ruby :iconspnlvr17:SPNLvr17 0 5 My Taiga Aisaka Cosplay Attempt :iconspnlvr17:SPNLvr17 0 3 Animal Crossing NL Day 99: Got a blue ribbon :iconspnlvr17:SPNLvr17 0 0 Animal Crossing NL Day 98: My new style.~ :iconspnlvr17:SPNLvr17 2 1 Animal Crossing NL Day 64: RAINBOW! :iconspnlvr17:SPNLvr17 0 0


Friends with chocolate :iconkamidiox:KamiDiox 150 34 APH - The days ahead :iconkiramishi:Kiramishi 157 10 Prussia: Don't give up :iconlordwolfram:LordWolfram 49 3
Mature content
APH: As Long As We're Together :iconxiaoyugaara:xiaoyugaara 1,362 152
B-Day present! Dan and Phil in Japan. :iconthetarielwhitesinger:ThetarielWhitesinger 229 33 Pink or blue ? :iconkawacy:kawacy 8,626 780 JtoJ: Gag Reel Season 10 :iconkamidiox:KamiDiox 207 56 astronauts 5sos :iconamnesia5sos:Amnesia5sos 37 3 Father! Calum :iconamnesia5sos:Amnesia5sos 32 3 Father! Mike :iconamnesia5sos:Amnesia5sos 37 4 Father! Ash :iconamnesia5sos:Amnesia5sos 38 1 Father! Luke :iconamnesia5sos:Amnesia5sos 44 5
Janxx - Brown to Bright Grey
Both eyes meet every day
Brown to bright grey
There are secrets behind both pairs
A butterfly takes off inside
Darkened rooms, guitars in hands
Strike up the ballad
Skin to string and back to back
Energy flows in both
Behind the stage curtain
Nerves flown out of the open window
Fear still inside 2 bodies
And the words hanging on their tongues
The two eyes meet and stay
Brown to bright grey
The statement ready to fly
Smiles forming on pale flesh
"I love you"
Then hearts drum to unknown beats
Look into the face you love
"Yes" from both mouths
Black lips to pale pink
War paint cheeks blush red
Black nailed fingers entwine
A beating heart loves
And they never tear their eyes away
Brown to bright grey
Always a brighter smile every time
Nothing would break them
They play together
Love and laugh together
Care and cry with each other
Breathe as one
But when that final clock nearly stops
They still hold black nailed hands
He was Jinxxned and he was fading
Jake was leaving, Jinxx was living
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Just One Yesterday (Kellic) :iconwe-are-the-unholy:We-Are-The-Unholy 5 0 Afternoon in the park~ :iconmisserbk:MisserBK 25 15
Adopted By The Biersack's Part Eight
Pre Calculus was the worst thing I've ever had to endure. The teacher was awful, not to mention, math is not one of my good friends. Going to a new school a few weeks into the year was already bad enough. Thank God the teacher didn't try to catch me up on every assignment. That was the only thing I liked about him. He was one of those older gentlemen that didn't get along with students and should have quit teaching ten years ago. I ignored everything he said that wasn't math related. I wasn't in the mood to deal with his bullshit.
After that, I had lunch. It was almost eleven, so I was pretty hungry, considering I hadn't eaten breakfast. I looked around for the familiar faces of Calloway and November, hoping to find them so I wouldn't be stuck sitting by myself. The lunchroom was decently sized, but it was big enough to fit the whole school in it. The student body was much smaller than I had originally thought.
The tables were long and rectangular, enough to fit probably 12 to 22 peopl
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  • Listening to: One Direction
I have to do lots of homework this weekend .... ughhhhh .... I should've done all of this ages ago................................................... fml


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